..still here
...consciousness comes slowly...
Neulasta has it's own side-effects...yup...it does...
... just need to sleep..whether I want to or not...
I'm up and dressed...
I get an hour or two each day..immediately after I wake up in the morning..I almost feel like Gail...
I think: "I feel pretty good"......if I say it enough, will it happen?
I know my body is waging war inside.....no, I KNOW my body is waging war inside!
this is a day of: sleep, half-sleep, dozing, napping, "resting my eyes", sitting up, lying down...
on and on and on..............I ask David, "is this is how it will always be for me?"...
the fog is intensely thick......
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